I sat

I sat here

and tried to write it out of me

I sat here

and tried to push myself to get it all out

All of it

Until there was nothing left

But there are words still inside me

That never found their way to the paper

There are words still inside of me

That feel stuck, unable to move

I still sit here

Wondering how to get them out

Wondering how to free myself of them

I sit here

The words swirling around deep inside of me

Swirling, swirling, swirling